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once upon a time.

lilin vintage. memoirs.

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LILIN.
.first impression-MEAN girl. she loves shopping. loves to PROCRASTINATE. and she is deeply in love with coffee.

TWENTY years old.
SINGLE.      born on the 27th of October, 1988.// a loves roller coasters.. loves coffee :D
METAL ROCKloves reading John Grisham
a member of the...







bucketlist/wishlist
do fairies exist?

[[wishlist]]
macbook
zoo york skater shoes
GMASK for my creative zen vision m
PINK Chevrolet Impala
Be accepted in a Good Med School
Deep Auburn Hair Color
Pass the Board Exam
LOSE about 30 pounds
MAC eyeshadow -liquid-

[[bucketlist]]
Shave my head
swim with dolphins and sharks



songs
listen to the heartbeat.


MusicPlaylistRingtones
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tagboard
pour your heart out.



exits
the great escape

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29 July, 2007

the neverending stories..

dumdum.. watching 300. tom wisdom a.k.a. astinos -dead- so cruel.




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1/2 cheeseburger with cami.
new york finest from kevin
bacon mushroom melt.

i could feel my esophagus. stomach. ileum. jejunum. and duodenum. haiaiaiai.




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26 July, 2007

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damn. no duty today. not a thing to be happy about. we still have to have our make up duty.
what to do? what to do?! damn. so stressful. so boring. i hate this shit.
i just remembered, my friend's friend came over and saw me, when she introduced and told me that im a "nursing student", her friend told her that my looks, how i dress, and my personality do not suit a person who's into nursing. and i say - HALLELUIAH!(sorry if misspelled) at least someone understands me.




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25 July, 2007

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lilin --

[noun]:

A person who falls into an outhouse and dies



'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com







QuizGalaxy!
'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com




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23 July, 2007

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yeah. i don't care if you're older than me. if you're someone i should respect. damn you when you don't respect me or my family. damn you when you talk behind our backs. damn you when you speak as if you care but in fact you don't. damn you when you criticize my family. so what if you THINK you're richer and imply that you're family is well off better than ours, we just don't want to waste our money on insignificant stuff unlike you. you show others how nice you are. how accommodating you are, when in fact you slowly say bad stuff behind them. plastic.
if plastic is what you want. then plastic is what'll you get




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pedia party tomorrow. harhar.. we'll be bringing our pedia clothes and have a paaarrrrttteeee! harhar.. but alas. we won't be havin much fun coz we have 3 exams in the afternoon. 2 written and 1 oral. damn!




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22 July, 2007

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dang. i really hate my life. my school. my course.. if it weren't for those junky junk people i would have broken down easily..




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13 July, 2007

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capping.. pinning and lighting of lamps.. it just proves that our 2 years of hard work has paid off.. people of batch 2009 are officially student nurses. Excited?? PUHHLEEAAZZEE! no im not excited like them..thankful?? yeah! thankful that this celebration just proves that my "hardwork" is not put into waste... dad sat with Frank's and Fleur's moms. It was fun--uber.. got another chance to spend time with my college barkada. loads of pictures... sad that my digicam was stolen and i didn't bring the other one.. kya aun.. I DON'T HAVE PICTURES!! hahaa.. so sad... and of course, using my extremely powerful sense of observation, i conclude that our section, section C, was the noisiest.. pinakapasaway section kanina..

some pics that i grabbed from frankie's multiply:

khlovherzz pasabog ng kalandian!


khlovherzz+bryce-rain

luv em all

with the bestEST dad of all

san?! ano?!? sino?!? utot??

steffie. mhai.kira.cami.rc.joey and daisy

nyayayayay

wahahai!!

from nicoLe:



lilin.chirstie.nic.rhea.daisy










from Mericci:

La chikas Lilin, honey and Mericci.. chikichoko King..





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10 July, 2007

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i usually eat dinner alone. i still ate alone though both my parents sat in front of me. asked me a couple of questions regarding school. when's our capping.. when would be our exams. and yay.. when would we have our semestral break. i indulged myself yet again in a mouthful of sizzling squid and answered. /i dunno.. probably this october/ /y??/ and lo and behold. my mom asked me.. /do you wanna go somewhere?/ and i said /yes definitely/ so this sem break, i dunno where but where going out of the country.. i now it's too early to be excited but hey.. out of the country=shopping! harhar.. can't wait. thought i'd spill the beans a little early. hope nuthin weird and stupid would go on at our school at that time.




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09 July, 2007

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a sudden feeling of being pathetic.
a grin.
crazy people surround me.
i abhore you.loathe the other. desipise everything about me..




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08 July, 2007

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so god punish me for being so melodramatic.. ive been listening to the same song over and over again.


[what's wrong with being so different?unique?]
[been empty for so long]
[dont i deserve something better?]
[punch.. she's tired of waiting]
"I hate everything about you"
Three Days Grace

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you


have heard of this song on the radio and i thought that i have to download it.. i forgot as usual, until i heard it on ian's friendster which totally reminded me how i loved this one...




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just thought id post top three celeb guys on my list:

1. HYDE


2. Pete Wentz


3. Gerard Way



p.s. i abhore people who tell me what to do...




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06 July, 2007

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if it aint yours, don't use it whenever you feel like.. don't borrow unless important. it's not yours.. so don't stay up until 5am using it. remember, you're just borrowing.. the person who owns it still needs to use if for herself..




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tagged by my gurLfriend ian!

Rules & Regulations
Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read their blog.

hahaha... ready... set... go!

6 weird facts about the sushi kid: :P

weird fact 1: if you dont know me and you look at me [at the hallway or somewhere] you'd really think im a b^tch and you'd literally die if we have an eye contact.. i usually give my "EVIL EYE" to people

weird fact 2: i have a really short attention span, like is 3 seconds possible?? [like if im eating, and suddenly i see someone texted me, when i pick my phone up, after reading the message i'd totally forget that i was actually eating sumthing]

weird fact 3: im a bit OC.. i count things.. if i lock my room and leave my house, id go back to check if its really locked. and triple check if it really is.. and then check for the 5th time.. 6th..

weird fact 4: sometimes.. id look in the mirror and practice smiling for HOURS.. i even CONFIDENTLY tell myself that im cute [while lookin at the mirror] even if im with friends

weird fact 5: at night, if im already in my bed i wouldnt get off it even if i really wanna pee coz im afraid that moomoos[monsters] under me would get me

weird fact 6: people label me as a guy/one of the boys/tomboy even though i act REALLY gurly... [helloo!! retouch every minute! hand gestures! facial expressions... mascara baby!]


so that's about it for me!

the lucky 6 are:

/teyang/ aswang lady

/jae/lesbo freak

/fleur/ izshi

/nikki/ my gurl

/anne/ my babes

/lui/ the baboy on water! hahah




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one of those boring fucked up days.. i woke up at 4am, supposedly at 3am. i couldn't find my uniform. we're supposed to go to school wearing our chn uniform(white blouse and grey pants, black shoes), and then change into our scrub suits & white leather shoes when we arrive at the area and if ever we'll be going out of the center, we'd have to wear our uber hot smock gowns. and if for a chance we need to get inside the delivery room, we'd have to change into our washable shoes... can you imagine how big our bags would be if we have to carry all of those every thurs-sat... anyway, when i woke up my things weren't fixed yet...

sleep.. talk.. eat.. make-up... pictures... no patients so we didn't do anything but sleep.. talk.. eat.. make-up... picture taking.. har har

anyway.. when the driver fetched me and my mom from the mall i got pissed coz my cousin wouldnt move to the other side of the car. she wanted me to ride the car from the other side instead. grrrr all she had to do was wiggle a foot or so away.. what really got me pissed was the fact that she said "pero kung ikaw may kylngn PAPRINT AKO!!" doi! i haven't asked you a favor in months except for that single printing of my concept map last night coz my printer got fucked. i mean grrr....youre the one whose been asking me these favours p nga eh.. "lin.. punta ka dito.. lin tignan mo nga tong pc parang may sira... lin tulungan mo ko sa pagupload ng videos sa mp4 ko ah?.. lin.. lin" grr..

anyway.. as much as i am pissed right now, i know at the end of the day peace would kiss both of us... haha




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02 July, 2007

the neverending stories..

she gazed outside the window
patience wearing thin
a teardrop crawls down her cheek

she can't wait for him forever...




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01 July, 2007

the neverending stories..


saving up for a Creative Zen Vision M... i miss my previous mp3 player..





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the neverending stories..

ANGEL'S TALE by HYDE
__________________________________


here in my heart
memories linger
i hold them sacred
safe from all others
angel's tale

a love such as this
once in a lifetime
lost in your beauty
still dreaming of you
angel's tale

you drove the sinner from me
and shone with such glory
touching me softly
my breath torn away

wrapped in a silver veil
under skies so pale
trembling as i watched you
one holy night
angel

snow can be warm
didn't you know that
just like a snowflake
falling from heaven
angel's tale

i kept my feelings from you
the heavens divide us
i longed to tell you
all my heart's desire

if only i had wings
wings as white as yours
up into the sky
i'd surely fly
angel ah

yes, on such snowy nights
memories revive
your eternal flame
burning again secret

here in my heart
memories linger
i hold them scared
safe from all others
angel's tale
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**i longed to tell you my heart's desire**






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